||[Jul. 2nd, 2003|07:34 pm]
.:for those who love to hate, and hate to love:.
why do i even bother.
dad bitches to me about money problems. next thing i know he goes and buys himself clothes.
i pay for all of my things myself for christ sakes. he hasn't paid for clothes of mine (save christmas and maybe a birthday) since I was like...13.
i am now paying insurance for the car.
and I should be saving my money to be buying food for the house? hey i have a better idea. considering i don't even eat here, why don't i just not buy any food, and continue eating everywhere else.
we did go to the grocery store tonight. however, not to buy food for me. other than the usual bread and rice of coarse. dad bought things he wanted. i didn't ask for anything but a few banana's and he wouldn't buy them for me.
just now dad comes in the house:
dad: you left your car running
me: you drove the car home. YOU left the car on.
dad: i was out there fooling with the heat.
me: you still drove it home. you go turn it off
dad: it doesn't matter. go turn off the car.
i mean really. ....does that make any sense at all?